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It's been a week, and I still haven't picked up Marko's trail.
Sitting here now, alone, I can be completely honest. With myself and anyone who might read this. I've never felt like such a failure in my life.
To let a man enter your home, and then watch helplessly as he murders your family in cold blood, is more than any person should have to bear.
Now I can't even find the son-of-a-bitch to give him what he has coming. He kills my children in front of my eyes, and he gets to just walk away? No punishment, no justice? How is that fair?
I'd kill myself, but I'm sure I'd just screw that up too. I just wish I knew what to do. I just wish God, or someone, would give me some kind of sign.
已经一个星期了，我还是没有找到马克的踪迹。
我独自坐在这里。至少现在我可以诚实地对自己和其他读到此文的人说，我从来都未觉得自己有如此失败过。
把一个陌生人放进家里，然后眼睁睁地看着他毫无人性地杀死了你的家人，你却无能为力，这是谁都无法忍受的。
现在我甚至连这个杂种也找不到，甚至不能让他恶有恶报。他当着我的面杀死了我的孩子，居然就能让他这样轻易地跑掉？天理何在，王法何在？这就是所谓的公正吗？
我很想自杀，但我看我连自杀都干不成。我真希望我早就已经知道了答案。祈求上帝和其他人，给我一线希望吧。 |
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发表于 2009-6-25 20:05
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